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ME AND MY FOOLISH HEART..

MY BLOG IS JUST AN ORDINARY ONLINE DIARY. YOU CAN READ HERE MY EVERYDAY LIFE. WHAT I FEEL. WHAT I WANT. WHAT I’M DOING. AND WHAT IS ALL ABOUT ME.

I DON’T CARE WHO’LL READ THIS. I DON’T CARE IF MY BLOG IS POPULAR OR NOT. I JUST WANT A PLACE WHERE I CAN BE MYSELF.  THE ONLINE WORLD. WHERE REAL IDENTITY IS NOT IMPORTANT. IT’S WHERE YOUR FEELINGS MATTER THE MOST.

I’M A HOPELESS ROMANTIC LASS. YET, I’M A VERY OPEN-MINDED PERSON. I’M NOT PERFECT. I LOVE ASIAN TV SERIES, SPECIALLY LOVE STORIES AND COMEDY. I WANT TO TRAVEL THE WORLD SOMEDAY. I LOVE ASIAN POP, SPECIALLY KOREAN POP. I LOVE FOOD. I LOVE SEXY PEOPLE, SPECIALLY MEN WITH THEIR ABS! I LOVE KISSING AND LOVE SCENES FROM CHICK FLICKS. FOR ME, THEY’RE NOT LUSTFUL, RATHER, THEY’RE ROMANTIC. I’M A BELIEVER OF GOD AND I’M PROUD TO BE A CATHOLIC.

I’M CRAVING FOR LOVE. THE LOVE THAT I’VE NEVER EXPERIENCED YET. I’M THE NO-BOYFRIEND-SINCE-BIRTH-KID THAT’S WHY I’M LIKE THE IMMATURE GIRL.. THE GIRL WHO DOESN’T KNOW WHEN SHE’LL BECOME A LADY.  I’M ALSO A SHALLOW PERSON. I LAUGH EASILY, CRY EASILY, GET ANGRY EASILY.. AND SOMETIMES MY FRIENDS WOULD ASK ME JOKINGLY IF I’M BIPOLAR OR WHAT BECAUSE OF MY UNPREDICTABLE MOOD SWINGS.  MY DREAM IS TO BECOME A TOTAL PERFORMER BECAUSE OF MY PASSION IN SINGING AND DANCING.

I ALSO LOVE ACTING MY FACE IN FRONT OF THE MIRROR AS IF I’M SHOOTING A MUSIC VIDEO OF MY OWN.  LASTLY, I WANT TO LOVE SOMEONE WHO’LL LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM. SO UNREALISTIC RIGHT? WITH TODAY’S NORMS SET BY THE SOCIETY, A GIRL LIKE ME IS JUST CONTENTED TO IMAGINE THAT FEELING. THE FEELING OF A KISS, A TOUCH, THE CARESS, THE FEELING OF LOVE… I WISH SOMEDAY IT WILL COME TO ME. I KNOW THAT OUR HEAVENLY FATHER WILL GIVE IT TO ME AT THE RIGHT TIME. I’LL BE WAITING!❤❤

(Well that was before!)

Now, I’m busy working my ass off in law school. Not asking for someone’s validation about my worth. YES! I’m worth it! Just so you know! I think every lady does. I am now blossoming into a real lady. Before I was just a timid girl who loves partying with friends. Now I’m putting myself back together. Reaching for my full potential and pushing myself hard.

I’ve learned that I am an adventurous person. People really have a hard time keeping up with me. I’m always up to something as long as it gets my attention, then I’m in for  the kill. Never imagined in my life that I would be climbing mountains. Indeed breakups have its positive results. Now I know myself more. I know what I want in life,  the kind of man, the kind of friends I want in life.

Love yourself always.

 

WITH LOVE  -meandmyfoolishheart

10 thoughts on “ME AND MY FOOLISH HEART..

  1. Your expression has a fluidity. An honest portrayal of what you are inside. That is what I feel. Life taught me one truth: love yourself first. Being romantic is good, although the romantic people are a minority. But then that makes them special. I willingly plead guilty of being a romantic myself. Even at 50 my world is still romantic.
    Aim for your love, hope for it, dream of it, visualise it, do not let go. Bend but never break.

      1. The pleasure is mine. It is inhuman to write what is not sincere. Writing what does not come from the heart is dishonesty to one’s own self. Life did not give me the pleasure of walking a comfortable road, but then that taught me to look at life differently. Remember one thing, appreciate your inner beauty. Diamonds are not found strewn on the roads. They are rare to find.
        warm regards
        suren

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